Bisexual Adventuress

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I am very excited. One of my fuck buddies is coming over for the weekend in a few hours and I can’t wait. In some ways he’s like a part time boyfriend, or a boyfriend without the hassle of a relationship if that makes any sense to anyone but me. I am looking forward to fucking him senseless all over the house but I’m also looking forward just as much to cooking him dinner and curling up on the sofa with a nice bottle of red wine or two and watching a dvd.

That’s something I would not have said a few months ago!

I’ve never wanted a boyfriend. I don’t know why really. I guess I am quite heterophobic. I have a bit of a phobia of straightness. Fear of the unknown I guess. I did some kind of psychoanalysis test a while ago that actually showed that I like gay people more than straight people. It’s not that I don’t like straight people but I think that we like what is familiar and to me straightness seems like an odd thing. An odd and scary thing, marriage, kids arghhhh! If I did want a boyfriend I’d want him to be bisexual. That way we’d have more of an understanding of eachothers sexuality and our needs. One of my heterophibic views is that to a straight guy my bisexuality is a novelty. Something that they will never understand or really accept. Thinking of me as greedy or just messing about, or worse still thinking that if I fuck a woman it is still all about them and their enjoyment of watching rather than the fact that I really want to fuck her.

So for the moment I am happy with my part-time relationship / non relationship arrangements of which I have three. Kind of testing that water and learning more about straight guys. To me this is sexual experimentation in the extreme. It’s probably just a phase I’m going through, or perhaps I’m just making do until the right woman comes along. haha